haven't updated in a while... work and school is keeping me busy. had a crappy week, losing my temper over something retarded earlier this week. when i get super mad, i completely stop caring about everyone around me and say all kinds of things i regret later on. i dont know where my temper came from, but i need to find a way to harness it, so help me God...

lately, i have found myself praying only when i need something. and if i get my way, i thank God....but if i dont, i get mad at God. how selfish... it's such a sad thing to see how sin has jacked up every part of my life. but, it's an awesome thought to know how God's love extends so much farther than i could ever comprehend....just for me.

so, i found some kind of poop smear on my car. and when i wiped it off, it just kinda rubbed into the paint...or something. i'm utterly annoyed by that. i wish i had something funny to report...but nope. eh, i've been pretty constipated for the past week. it's pretty much the worst feeling ever. it's like trying to squeeze a football through a straw...if you know what i mean. *mental picture*!!! ....i think i'm starting to figure out whey less and less people read my xanga site...

so, i spent my thanksgiving at a ghetto denny's and had a hearty chicken fried steak. then, my slammin taurus broke down, meaning we couldn't make it down to san antonio, which was fine with me...cuz i'm not much into driving. 

i finally got to pull my bauers out and go skating in dallas. don't you hate those little farts who always skate in the opposite direction of traffic...!! !#!$^!$#@!@!~~!!!!!! i ran into like...5 of em. it's like they aim for you.

anyway, it was 84 degrees today...in december. hohoho, only in texas. i'm pretty sure santa doesn't make it down here, cuz his reindeers would die of heatstroke...not to mention santa would have a crap of a time in his very pimp, but very thick red suit. i am getting less and less comments...i guess my dry korean humor and life isn't too appealing to much of you...

so, i definately passed my english proficiency exam. commas,,, aren't so retarded afterall,,, yayhoo, the korean can speaka english!! an air traffic controller pretty much almost killed me a few weeks ago. well..not really...but kinda. she always sounds like she's drunk...or maybe just stupid.  

i got myself a pair of tom cruise aviator sunglasses. i'm very proud of them. i look way retarded. sunglasses are so hard to find for my face cuz it's wide as crap. imagine a pancake..then put two raisins in the middle...yea, that's pretty much how i look like with sunglasses - super gay.

i keep 'losing' socks in the laundry. i mean...where can they possibly go? which one of you are stealing my socks?!! i am so full of random crap... happy thanksgiving!! GO COWBOYS!!!

been a while since i've posted. i've been pretty busy. i kinda feel drained lately with school and work. i love the flying, but i sometimes wish i could just have a day to just sit back and pick my nose all day long....

oh yea, got buttscrewed on the english proficiency exam, commas,,,, are retarded, ,,,,,,,they oughtta give an easier test for foreigners like me. we finally got our sink unclogged. God only knows what came outta there...hair, noodles galore, snot...arrgghhh.

so, remember when you used to have dreams where you peed in em...and then you woke up, and you really had? well, i definately took a wizz in my dream last nite and woke up pretty scared that i was a 21 year old who still wets the bed. but.....phew. all clear.

maybe i shouldn't share things like this with the world. but for some reason, i cant be bothered. xanga will be the end of me.